I feel like my life us falling in on me. My mother and father are divorced, my father got married to a woman I can't stand, who has a son I absolutly hate who cusses at my 4 year old brother,my 12 year old sister, and my 5 year old sister, and a daughter I can't stand. My Grandmother has a disease that is eating away at her brain, and she hurt her hip and can't walk, but they won't operate because because of her disease she might forget the certain way she has to walk, cross her legs ect. and pop her hip out. They (my grndmother and husband) are moving out of the house they have lived in for 38 years. My uncle had died recently from drugs, and his drug buddies found him and put him out on the street with a pillow under his head. Since his death my grandparents have had one of his friends living in his house (a druggie) to help them, which really pisses off my mother. My other grandmother had a knee replacement, and had more surgery a few days ago. She sleeps with a breathing mask, and can hardly get any sleep at all. My cousin has gone completely goth and slits her wrists on a daily basis. My Father had such a bad drinking problem that he had to go to Sundown for a month, and my mther left him, and he almost died had it not been for the stepmother I cant stand. He also won't stop smoking. All of htis makes me sad, but what really makes me depressed is how one of my best friends is ruining my life. I envy her, in a way, but she is just tearing me apart, and she cant help it. she makes my life fun, but a living hell. Now, I really need some friends on here, I need someone to talk to! If any of you out there can find it in yourselves, I need help.